matin tagged smthing rather 0_o on my facebook. i'm still trying to figure out what it means.

anyway. today wasn't a good day -.- long story. i hate that alphabet. and i hate that i'm so sensitive about it. trust me, i really try not to be. but its so fucking difficult sometimes. i seem to be cursing alot lately. sighs.

i miss taxi rides home with you. haha, i'm still not comfortable with writing your name out cos its just something i don't really want to think about or acknowledge anymore. the time for it came and went. and so i'm trying to be content with where everything is now.

i think i'm like a huge confusion myself -.- i'm very unstable and volatile, hence i crave stability and security. i tend to gravitate towards sources of that. but yet, those two make me bored after awhile, and i know i really like the opposite type. which actually usually brings me alot of unnecessary trouble. brilliant.

i think today would have been disgustingly horrid if it weren't for krist, bea and amy (:

i'm amazed i've been a dancer for so many years and still alive -.- everything's just taking its toll on me. i miss the jia you messages you used to send me. the take care of urself. the drinks you used to bring me in e studio. its last year all over again. hah.

i need some angie sunshine. though my poor darling hasn't been her usual bright bubbly self. i love you dear (:

if i lay here. if i just lay here, will you lie with me and just forget the world.

: chasing cars :: snowpatrol: